The Bells of Saint John Part One

Hello if you are like me you are super stoked and are anticipating the airing of the new Episode of Doctor Who!  I'm watching the Christmas Special currently (Eyes front soldier.... Mine aren't). The new TARDIS is soo cool looking.  I've missed my Doctor.  Happy 50th Doctor Who!  I will be posting my review of the new episode later!!!!  Thanks!

I'm so excited!  

Killjoys Make Some Noise!

   On Saturday the new episode of Doctor who airs!  Woot woot!  I'm super stoked!  So this week I found out that My Chemical Romance broke up an today's post will be about that.  

***HERE IT GETS BORING AND I YOU DON'T WANT TO READ IT I DINT BLAME YOU JUST KEEP SCROLLING TO THE NEXT ALL CAPS ATTENTION GRABBER!  Thanks***

   Growing up I was... controlled.  I felt like having my own opinion on things was something that would get me in trouble.  Music helped me to express myself... somewhat.

   I started out Punk.  The first CD I ever got was one of those mini-promo disks for Avril Lavigne.  Then Radio Disney Jams (over time I acquired 1-8).  From the Disney CD I ears Bowling for Soup.  I wore fedoras, black tutus over light-blue blue jeans, grey tennis shoes, white oxfords and ties.

   My mom didn't like for my brother and I to listen to commercials on the radio so I would change the station.  I found out I liked 96.1 which was Project 9-6-1 in Atlanta.  They played this one song I thought was called "Carry On" and I fell I love with it.  That Easter the "Easter Bunny" brought me the CD Welcome to the Black Parade by My Chemical Romance.  I busted the speakers on my Hello Kitty Radio out listening to that CD.  Then I lost the CD at a party.

   But it was too late. (For lack of a better phrase) the damage had been done already and I was in love.  I was a pledged Member of ate Black Parade.  MCR opened the door to my own life for me.  I was 10 when my aunt died and the song Welcome to the Black Parade reminded me of how I felt about my aunt.

   When we moved in with my Grandma when so was 11 my life went downhill.  I get like I wasn't allowed to be me.  As if my existence was a sin. Linkin Park became on of my Favourite bands then but MCR was still my love.  Always in every playlist on my Naked Brothers Band mp4 that I won from Capri-Sun.

[side diagram

   Elementary School Public School

Kindergarten  '01-'02

1st.                       '02-'03

2nd.                    '03-'04

3rd.                     '04-'05

(Started being home schooled during 3rd grade)

4th.                      '05-'06

5th.                      '06-'07

     Middle School

(Started in a private school)

6th.                      '07-'08

(Left the Tuesday before Easter started on line public school)

7th.                      '08-'09

8th.                      '09-'10

     High school Public School

9th.                      '10-'11

10th.                     '11-'12

11th/12th.           '12-pending ]

   My taste in music started to grow but when I stared high school I stunted it.  I completely lost myself and a Hugh of shit happened to me.

***NOT BORING ANYMORE***

   Music means everything to me /I'm Not Okay/ with the fact that MCR is broken up.  It makes me want to cry.  In fact  I did the night after I found out.

   But REMEMBER!: Just because MCR is gone We, the Killjoys, the Black Parade, the Teenagers! are NOT dead!  We can still "Carry On"! We can listen to their music!  We can continue what they started!  They taught us that Being a loner does not make you ALONE!

Just saying.

There is No Try Only Do

Hello All!
Okay so Today's title realy has hardy anything to do with my Blog it's just kinda something I came up with because I saw a picture of Yoda earlier.

I'm a Christian so like all Good and Well behaved *cough cough* Christian Girls I went to church tonight and I thought, "I have all these thoughts in my head and I wanna share them but I really  doubt anyone cares that much to listen to them all so how will I vent them out?  A BLOG!"  Then voila after some yelling at my bestfriend/sister/enemy that I was too busy to help her Kill Bane in the Batman Arkahm Asylum video game (When he goes to charge at you you through your bat-a-rang at him and blind him then double tap a and movie your left joystick to evade then hit x over and over again while standing behind him to jump on his back and you end up pull out some of him morphine tubes :])  I'm very ADD but I promise not all my posts will be like this. any way as I was saying: after some yelling and some Trial and Error my blog "Things That Run Through A Pianist's Brain" was born!  I hope you like it.

So I'm not sure if I want to post an opinion or not tonight because it may end up being too long.  But I will say this about this whole equal marriage thing.

I believe that God wants us to love unconditionally and that he made a person specifically to being our partner for life.  For some people that person maybe the same sex and for others it may not be.  That also does not mean that that person is someone you need to be romantically involved with.  That is just a bonus if that is where you take that relationship.  God is a Love.  And I believe that if a guy Loves (not luvs of loves but Loves with a capital 'L') another guy then our God of Love has no problem with that.  But that is my belief.